passed those midterms.. hit below the class average on all of them, but passed nonetheless, a huuuge relief for me. really gotta step up my game though, there’s not many graded assignments left. it’s scary how fast our first quarter’s over halfway done. surreal shit. less than two years until graduation… planned out my schedule for the next year. studying abroad for a month this summer. staying in davis for the remaining summer and winter breaks for the next two years. i forget about home kinda often now, though there’s those certain individuals who i miss so much. i wish i had more to go back to.. sometimes i feel forgotten.
so boring school stuff aside,
that haunting anxiety has wilted away. i found just what i lacked and needed: supportive and caring people. depression doesn’t take over my daily thoughts anymore. i feel okay. thanks to dylan, i am friends with a kickass group of transfers. dorks. even though i’m the youngest, no one notices. friday and saturday nights are so fun, yet sooo mellow. we just stay in and drink. everything is funny. my lungs always end up hurting. there’s not more i could want. for the past two-three days (and weekends), i’ve been mia at my apartment. i feel like i’ve known these people since high school. there will be more birthday celebrations this weekend, it shall be funn